In
the documentary I saw the words—
I
forget already, the words I heard were—
I
forget, re:Prophets from The Buik;
but
there was something else that I was fain
to
tell you now that's buried under heapes
of
garbage, as at Gehenna, which is what
I
thought I so desired to speak of. For of Hell
it
most disturbs me, for, from e'en my birth
my
fears were of a Hell of sorts, a dark
so
dark that not one shred of light wd strike
my
eyes, & not my hand before my face:
a
child of six or sev'en I stood, my mother's
hand
in mine, it could've been my father's,
plumb in a cave, in Southwest U.S.A.,
wherein
the guide had plungd us into night
so
night-like I had ne'er seen night before,
and
queried, whoso wishes the light returne
please
raise yr hand, and lo, the only hand
struck-up was yrs, sincerely, so they laughd
at
one so dumb & young, or innocent ?
All
three, no doubt, a three-in-one:trifecta—
trinity with minor 't', like that
softsoap that claimeth, 3-in-one, & that
snakeoil that offereth daily clarity,
I
noticed of an evening: can this be
coincidence
& happenstance, I wonderd,
but knew the answer in my latherd loins,
sd Midway, at which saying let us turn
back
to the lantern slides: I saw
a
man with quhite flanks on a public road
nude
as a jaybyrd (naked hast too many),
who
was to be the person of Isaiah,
at
which point Reynolds clamord: be the Jazers!
forfend
such visions, at which time did Midway
rub
his chin & recollect his dreams
wich
had been full of mony a bare behind
(Imagine
me in the forest, with a beare
be-yoind
! The maiden with a bonnet sd
to
Benny 'ill, who then screwd up his mug
&
brought greate laughter sans an iteration)
not
only of the spice & sugar kind,
not
only of the waking kind, neither—
but
dreams "wrought of volition", as I tappt
in
Radcliffe, which was but a theft from Stevens,
one of the first things that I made
in
this electric, softer mode: say things
said
Midway, for the title "poem" must
be
granted by another. Reynolds? No,
an
other, not a sprite of thy invention,
thy
shameless vanity, thy undead ego,
that stalketh still & loude inside of thee,
sticky w blood & sick, undisciplind flesh.
We
made us cigarettes & watchd the screen
and
learnd a tittle, which we will forget
despite
the notes, despite the copy-pasted
chunks
of information, bytes of data
that
flow like rhinorrhea, true or false,
and
clusterjammd for fingers to unpack
and
hopefully unfuck, although our hope
is
fading, for the world, both soft & hard,
is
festering with minds & tongues that seek
destruction,
not enlight'enment, that prefer
a
loud guffaw & giggle to a fact,
who
hold the truth in somewhat more contempt
than
but beneath, scowling & sneering mouths
effeminate,
insolent, & whorish-red
with
shameless shaming, backwards industrie,
& duncy Alexander Potpourri.
Indeed,
we're in a catch, & stuck between
the rock & hard place :seek & ye shall find
or
seek & ye shall have the devil's index
+ fuckyou finger clapt inside yr nose
and
led whither the Good Lord only knows.
'Tis
time to pay attention, tappeth Midway,
and
more, & closer. Deep. Be of good cheer
and
of good faith, for God will make ye hear
despite
yr stubborn creaturely stiff necks.
It
hath been written, and will be againe
when
you are changed back into elements,
whan
that great Conqueror Worm & progenie
make
windows in your skull & winde yr bones
in
dirt & maggots. Maker of gold & bungholes,
of
silver tongues & bullets, Lord of Hosts,
and
of the world, Who maketh high the low
&
low the high, Whose voice is from the little child
&
sage, philosopher and lunatick, from wild
&
cultivated, all, from lyon downe to lambe,
He
speaketh via signs hid in plain sight, resplendent,
from
asse to ant; and so He ruleth man, whose sins
are
read, be His ways by the clock, or widdershins,
nathless
they werke & are beyond ken, His Iamb
beyond
all men, before us, obvious, transcendent.
11.30.13
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