Jul 2, 2014

Reynolds and Midway 46



          KING
          Thanks, Rosencrantz and gentle Guildenstern.
          QUEEN
          Thanks, Guildenstern and gentle Rosencrantz.


"Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen, hier
kommt die Sonne..." hier I sit again—
tambien y Also, not as in as well,
but so , or thus, as in Herr Nietzsche's Buch
and Strauss's tondichtung, and not that Strauss
who made The Blue Danube, but Richard, he
who hymnd w his triumphant brass and chords
the Cosmos ere that cinematic wizard
Kubrick borrowd them and also made
those notes Eternal— Sing, then, muse of song,
Apollo, he whose son usurped the reins
and drove the sun across the vaulted dome
that spans the Earth, like Icarus, whose father
watchd him fashion wings: both vainly fell
for their ambition, like that fiend of old,
the brightest angel Lucifer, by Milton
glorified who told in his 12 books
of that archangel's ancient hate and fall
with his one third the populous of Heaven,
who warrd with monumental engines, strove
with futile energy and negative power
against the greater Seraphim and hosts
immeasurable, when One born in the Light
and coeternal with the Lord enthroned,
greater than Michael, mightiest of angels,
Him to be brought low and born of woman
in Bethlehem, that tender Nazarene
Who wanderd weakend in the flesh of men,
constraind to poverty and mildest temper,
Who, puissant on high and formed of might,
drove Satan and his hosts to depths of woe
and dark regret: Like that, he sd, and I:
There is a painting of young Phaethon
downtumbling from the sky, by Johann Liss,
and flabby bodies, nigh on corpulent,
watching in terror and astonishment.
Better the scene envisiond by Brueghel
and later immortalized by Wystan Hugh,
of Icarus, an object in the distance;
better that Rosencrantz and Guildenstern
should move to center stage and Hamlet brood
alone in wafty castle corridors.
But wherefor, is the question Reynolds puts,
and Midway: Few get saccharine violins
and windy music as the credits roll,
as teary-eyed invigorated viewers
rise and, clutching empty popcorn boxes,
walk the graded carpet to the square
of light that takes them back under the sun
and to the ordinary. Many pine
and everything goes foul; and every day
a question forms its curved, quizzical mark
in that Platonic plane where Absolutes
exist unquestionably and absolutely,
of that material of which the World
is made, or should we say, is in the making,
the Light, the Waters, and the Firmament,
and all that creepeth on the field One made
Who knows the field and Is its Knower, One
Who sees the salamander in the ground
beneath the stones we overturnd, the cool
wet soil where wiggld worms, where went
the multipedald centipede and ant,
Also observed and numberd, as the hairs
upon our heads, so warnd the lamblike Christ
Who was His Father's embassy on Earth—
O Word made flesh, Who also sees the scales
of fish flash in the Waters, and the spume
of whales, Who walkd the lake of Galilee,
and in the garden of Gethsemane
cried on the Father, Abba, Adonai,
and chastend Peter, who denied him thrice,
and, kissd by Judas, went to pay the price
of our salvation, bound, a criminal,
spat on and scourgd. O Lord, my Saviour, Christ,
let me be chastend also, make me love
all those that hate me, let me speak of them
who in this minute, while my fingers move,
are trappd in desperation's snares, whose hearts
have not Thee, who are in despair, whom hope
has left, who wear the woven shoes of Sorrow,
who go w soundless and w sudden feet
and over Goldengrove unleaving mourn
and live in darkness. Grant these, Lord, Thy light
and gentle hand, in Thee reborn.


7.2.14

Jun 25, 2014

Reynolds and Midway 45


    We must thus begin the chapter on the deceptive powers. Man is only a subject full of error, natural and ineffaceable, without grace. Nothing shows him the truth. Everything deceives him. - Blaise Pascal, Penseés.


Heigh Ho! let's go, hallooed the harried hare
that jumpd out on that road that we were on
all thinking angle, triangle, and square—
while listening to a devilish antiphon—
and diagrams, then something in the air

like lines along the blue dome caught my head
criss-crossing white like contrails or strung cloud
like butter dribbld over too much bread.
A dry loaf ? Reynolds whisperd, and a loud
array of stanzas we had often read

clamord | But let us think of Julian,
for we had spoke of Ocquonoctua,
now lost, sd Midway, in the merest span
of that Eternity whose wink brings awe
to us in Time who all were ancient whan

our Mother Christ had held us to His breast
before Mary had had the counsel of
that angel who had told in secretest
comforting words that she wld rise w love
and thicken with the Father's child. Unrest

had left her spirit then. Another angle,
sd Reynolds, as the creature made it safe
and hoppd over the curb, of our triangle.
Scoffingly? We cannot here vouchsafe
for one whose ear may hear another angel.


6.25.14


Jun 23, 2014

Nota 4

Christ came to put an end to the past.

 - Savatie 47° 0′ 0″ N, 28° 55′ 0″ E

Jun 18, 2014

Reynolds and Midway 44


                                         for Gavin Douglas in Heaven



The durris and the windois all war breddit
With massie gold, quhairof the fynes scheddit.
With birneist euir baith Palace and towris
War theikit weill, maist craftelie that cled it,
For sa the quhitlie blanschit bone ouirspred it,
Midlit with gold anamalit all colouris,
Importurait of birdis and sweit flouris,
Curious knottis, and mony hie deuise,
Quhilks to behald war perfite paradise.

sd Reynolds, quoting from his pate as we
went wambling headlong in our revery
and reverént revéls, as Ian croond it,
not to ape good Father Hopkins, he
of that sprung rhythm, wich was taught to me
in mony a buik whose leaves instilléd glee
when I o'erturnd them w indéx and thumb
whan we were yonge and narrow, quhite and dumb,
but inky as a monk in a scriptorium.

Now what became of William's telling query
minds that grok in yrs not distant very,
wich to invert beyond what we'd expect,
and far beyond the good and necessary,
is but to lovely mimick one whose merry
lines in Yoda-speak made readers wary
and eyeballs tried and true and likewise weary
if not plain angry at such craft suspéct,
wich Dickey thoght, we thoght in retrospect,

but not w/o respect. Now w respect
to Bawby, wich is hér pronunciation,
who came from nigh on Pittsburgh there in Penn's
sylvania , where they tunneld through the mts,
as you can see when driving thro' the nation,
leastways that region [insert rime: think fountains,
think counting, think of Emmet who'd say countins]
close by those famous chocolate factories
whose smells were wafted sweetly on each breeze

that cloyingly wended. Bawby's skin is pale,
his Boddie° slender as a girl's, his wristes
narrow, knuckld bigly, but his fistes
never bunch to strike. He wld not wail
Medieval style on maiden nor on mail,
nor can he think a thoght that pugilistes
think when in a ring w other fighters
throwing hands like mony dicky blighters
taking waspies in the welkin.  Stale

the air of Bawby's close and small apartment,
wich May did open up when she wld visit—
she that she who hails from Pennsylvania,
whom we've written on above [revisit
stanza iv.] and have renamed w love,
whose eyes were ever on the stars above
the jagged peaks of brown and stunted hills
in something of a sort of astromania
(that of the astrological department,

not astronomy), whose cherry lips
did light on his that starry starry knight
when he did ope his mouth and shyly askd her:
May I kiss you , and she said, you may ,
wich isn't why I turnd her into May,
tho' you may think it. Such allowance taskd her
hardly, given God's Will to obey,
and man's; but none wld her deep love eclipse
come hell, highwater, or Apocalypse.


°for you, John, & thx.

- 6.18.14



Jun 13, 2014

Emmett Reckins The Road to Reality


When I was yonge some things were different than.
Wich is to say that I'm a different man
than who—or is it whom, or either or?—
I was befor. I herd that heretofore,
that God had up and made us out of stuff.
What stuff that is, I guest He had enough
to make a ball, and loads of other balls
Wich all strung up made His celestial halls
as bright as any diety could wish.
Let there be light, He said, and then some fish,
plus other varmints, sprang upon the earth,
wich was of vastitude and mighty girth
that some called Mother then, and do today,
but by some fancy name thats spelt this way:
Gaia. I learnt that spelling off of Bing,
wich is a kind of dictionary thing
like Yahoo, wich was long befor the age
of Goooooogle [note I splat there on the page,
like on my monitor, to many o's?
Looks kind of like a bowl of cheerios!]
See how I wandered off? My Pa once tolt me,
Emmett, pay attention!  Sure, he'd scolt me,
but I've a neck and shoulder stiff as any,
and I kin take a licking. I've had many
a boxing on the ear, plus a good whack
upon the nether part of this hear back,
as well as many a lashing by the tonge,
wich sometimes more than wallops often stung.
What I am on about is only that
the child is father of the man. Now what
that means is really simple. Just ask Wordsworth,
A poet who could tell you what a word's worth—
I know, I know! I stolt that rhyme, leastways
I think I might of. Might have?  Anyways,
the thing is, when your older, than you see
another version of Reality,
wich Roger Penrose wrote a book upon,
wich I in turn reviewed on Amazon.
I bougt it at St. Vinny's hear in town.
I mean that book of Roger's, who's no clown,
but is a mathematician and a physicist...


Hot dang!    The End.   [No rhymes for physicist.]


6.12.14

Jun 10, 2014

Reynolds and Midway 43


                 ...when loth at landfall soft I leave.
                        - John Berryman, Dream Song 12 

Now let us tell of Bawby, most hushhush
and bring the whole tale out. Let William Tell
the truth, and nodding but,
but sideways slantwise lest the prickéd ears
and opend eyes of lil ones lying abed
take fright and swing their bedfellows to bear
adown the necks of them that tuck them in !

We heard that minstrel in the gallery
who sang of sperm in gutters by the Thames,
who whistled on the 7th day and piped
in woodes and in the valleys, who purchásed
6 bay mares and 6 golden apples, who
astride his horse of air did gallop by
Scotch Corner at one hundred 20 M

PH and paid the Piper w/ a tenner;
who [summoned am to tourney] came w/ hair
of Adam, Abraham, and Allen, who
was Kral Majales, King of May, and crownd
and carried beaming proud like Quasimodo,
whose 1 good eye was teary and whose ears
were stufft with bronze from bells too deftly swung

like birches, which now swings us back to Robert,
not that Robert, Duncan neither, nor
that Celtic Plant who pushd love to his baaaaaabe
(whom Midway hereabouts sang heretofore)
in wanton song and denim, for this Bob
is mine alone, and he is quite a dry-Bob,
neither Sordello's, nor that Zimmerman

who fancied southern Timrod° in Deluth—
Henry,° like him whom John Allyn Smith
fashiond in Dream Songs, like those Henrys
Stephen made, whom Willa Cather sd
was not a poet, though War Is Not Kind
but red and of whom Junior wrote a book,
before he went one day and, Brodie-like,

leapt to the Mississippi far below
to rid himself of 45 sad yrs
of anger and forgiveness— How I wish
his beard would billow and his fall estÓp
or he be caught midfall by Jesus Christ
… Amen at 44°59'N 93°16'W …
and taken to the Father's loving breast
and laid more gently down to rest.

6.10.14

Jun 8, 2014

Reynolds and Midway 42


          First part: Misery of man without God. 
          Second part: Happiness of man with God. 
          Or, First part: That nature is corrupt. Proved by nature itself. 
          Second part: That there is a Redeemer. Proved by Scripture
                              
                                - Blaise Pascal, Pensées, Section II, 60



Hcav*ns, what a ftrange difeafe is this!—That lov^
Should fo change men, that one can hardly fwear
They are the fame!—No mortal liv'd
Lcls weak, more grave» more temperate than he,
But who comes yonder ?—Gnatho, as I live ^
The Captain's paraiite! and brings along
The Virgin for a prefent: oh rare wench !

f How beautiful! I (hall come off, I doubt^
But fcurvily with my decrepid Eunuch.
This girl furpaflcs ev'n Thais herfelf —
George Colman's plays of Terence were renderd thus ^
whan Kindld from the archive whither Midway
hied. A lass! He cried, but did not, did he? Not.
But in the inside of his noodle thought:

we ought not build unto th' already skying
Tower of Babel not a single brick
since tongues are crissd and crosst enow as is,
ne ought we trowel and mortar walls anew
ne add more height and reaching unto God
lest some should shimmy up and at the top
be there confounded furthermore and drop ¬

so off we went and Midway said, 2 bills
of greeny money is the all we've got
and is the sum and total of our wad,
and thinking, Reynolds sd we ought to read
O'Brian, sallied gladdend thro' St. Vinny's,
whan Lo! behold to our right shoulder, propt
primly, there it was, hardcoverd, stood

right on its ends up: H.M.S. Surprise !
Now who dove guest at ? Naturally, we went
the few mean steps it took to gang anear
that high white shelf and gently claspt the buik,
than opend it to check the pencilld cost—
you guessd aright, a twain of bucks| Now Midway
ell-o-elld whenas his windows lighted

on that number, and he thankd his Lord
and put his tender index to the Cross
and to the Son that sufferd there and Christ
His arms spread wide in terrible restraint,
His slender body bleeding, hands and feet
transfixt, that we might here with joy endite :
His yoke is easy, and His burden, light.


6.8.14

Jun 6, 2014

An important note part 3



28 And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions: 29 And also upon the servants and upon the handmaids in those days will I pour out my spirit.

 - Joel 2:28-29 

Jun 5, 2014

2 for Abraham Cowley


I.

There once was a poet named Cowley
 whose metre was just as unruly
     as Donne's was, a famous
     scribbler, like Seamus
 who rimes consonántly, not vuwelly.


II.

 There once was a poet named Cowley—
 Hey, that rhymes with Aleister Crowley!
     Leastways that's what
     I heard, and not
 a fact I can vouch for personally.



5.2014

Jun 1, 2014

Quis Custodiet Ipsos Custodes


At Shea Stadium our seats were way too high
to see the players, let alone the ball.
When someone cracked a homer, my boyish eye
flashed, but failed to track its trail at all.
I stood and gave a tipsy clap, the beer
secured between my tattered keds—non-Met
fans raised en masse a flatulent Bronx Cheer.
Down in front, a black and white TV set,

rabbit-eared and tinfoiled, showed the game.
I thought of Mickey Mantle, Joltin' Joe,
and Mrs. Robinson. Though it's a shame,
I can't remember now who won. I go
along with friends today as I went then:
equally loving games, and mice, and men.

- 6.1.14

An important note, part 2


And furthermore I saw that the Second Person, which is our Mother as anent the Substance, that same dearworthy Person is become our Mother as anent the Sense-soul. For we are double by God's making: that is to say, Substantial and Sensual. Our Substance is the higher part, which we have in our Father, God Almighty; and the Second Person of the Trinity is our Mother in Nature, in making of our Substance: in whom we are grounded and rooted. And He is our Mother in Mercy, in taking of our Sense-part. And thus our Mother is to us in diverse manners working: in whom our parts are kept undisparted. For in our Mother Christ we profit and increase, and in Mercy He reformeth us and restoreth, and, by the virtue of His Passion and His Death and Uprising, oneth us to our Substance. Thus worketh our Mother in Mercy to all His children which are to Him yielding and obedient.

 - Julian of Norwich, Revelations of Divine Love

May 27, 2014

Reynolds & Midway XLI

                       torture me, Father, lest not I be thine! 
                                   - John Berryman, Homage to Mistress Bradstreet  [39]


Fare forward; unmind the lost, the hollowmen.
Who hath not Christ w/in him? Pity him.
& put Christ there, plant seeds & shld you touch,
touch gently, as when He replaced & heald
the severd ear. Be watchful in the garden,
awake, nor sleep like the disciples leaning
lax against the olives, for He Who made kittens
put snakes in the grass (I.A.), now brace your heel
for a good stomping, remember good men,
and good women, persevere, endure,
& gain strength in prayer. O if only, breathd
Midway, I had any, his legs spindly,
fear racing thru him like electric current,
guts a twist. Make sure the badge is straight,
right breast, a rabbit quickly dips its head
& chews the green it bit, off to the left,
sun high, 'round 80°, w sumer iccumin
in, & luhde sing cuckoo
& springeth the woode nu
or some such— Pound's Goddamn
the stupidest thing he ever wrote— to right
Osborne, intersecting Claremont, crosses
everywhere, telephone poles, crucifixes,
crossings, Our Dear Lord dangling at his breast
tapping his heart, that Goodly Fere they hangd
upon the tree, to thoughts of Blatty,
another Billy, fallen to his knees
in tears to see w his own eyes remains
of Peter, how the vision came to him
for Dimiter, wich Midway hath not grokt
& must go thru again, now thru the door
he turns the handle w the left hand,
& first things first: to his immediate left
the water ! O Water of life, he takes in hand
and lifts it gently from the skiddish table
dressd for Cinco de Mayo, girlish boots,
sombrero, on soft browns & aquamarine
or turqoise papery covering the scuffd woode,
yesterday's water at half-level, he grips
the plexiglass beveridge dispenser w spigot
& says his shy helloes to med-tech, business
office manager & personal care assistant,
furtive, his eyes avoid their sacred beauty,
scans faux plants & posted regulations,
last months Easter bunnies & piano,
all the while in his head the secret question,
Will it be fire or ice, as askd the poet
whose lines of stonemade fences & swung birches
frilld the waysides of his slim green brain
along w Robinson's sheaves & Tennyson's
bardic yawping: things like spate spring up:
a young man in the Idyls, whatsisname,
his mother mourning early for his glorious
youth's demeeez, as Bob Shaw's Quint explains
in that seafaring epic Spielberg made
that made him many millions, for remember
God's alive inside a movie (Reid)
& speaks & sings & laughs, to you, mon frere,
to you & only you, so don't be bashful.
I lookd into the eyes of my teachers, all
young & beautifully seal-eyed, soldiers
warring in deserts unwalkd by lean bronzd
legs & bellies of shaded tattooed virgins,
drest in my off-white New Age poet's shirt
hips at a feminine angle on the couch,
I watchd Jarhead & learnd. I woke hrs later
face down, confused, a pain in my right side.
I'd fallen, it seemd, tumbled, as if down stairs—
thought Hitchcock Steps, Georgetown, D.C.
For Blatty & Friedkin's film I'd run nightly.
At last, feeling entrapt, I broke the disc—
Subdermal hematoma, read
the paperwork I clutchd awaiting discharge,
not myself, in ego-loss, wristband to tell
my name loose on my girlish wrist,
purple & red blood raised to the skin's surface,
spredd like a sea, escaped from proper vessels,
below the waistline, 'round the back & belly;
but I was glad for the wound & for the pain
wich wasn't insufferable, my life too safe,
too sound, too pink w health & too secure;
for I was to be as my Lord & welcome pain,
thus grateful: dazzled infant in a gown,
a baby spoilt, coddld & overloved,
sick in the head & stupid, stubbld, red
w razor burn, my vapid eyes scanning
the Windexd glass for whom? For where was I?
& why? & who? Later my father laughd:
whan askd my name I answerd, William.
& last name? askd the nurse. Shatner, I sd.


Late 5.2014

May 18, 2014

An important note, for any understanding of Reynolds & Midway, and other poems


"Turner argues that in the time-models of contemporary cosmological 
and evolutionary science all times may be connected and time may be infinitely 
branched and causally looped so that both forward-in-time and backward-in-
time factors may be in operation in the same event. Thus, the fundamental 
substance of the universe may be information rather than matter or energy. 
The universe is more like a vast living organism than a vast machine."

 - from a 
review of Frederick Turner's book Natural Religion.

Will edit in the reviewer's name, when I know it.

**Please note I do not necessarily subscribe to this view, but find it a fascinating idea.

May 16, 2014

Reynolds & Midway 41


Fare forward; unmind the atheist, hollowman.
Who hath not Christ w/in him? Pity him.
& put Christ there, plant seeds & shld you touch,
touch gently, as when He replaced & heald
the severd ear. Be watchful in the garden,
awake, nor doze like the disciples leaning
lax against the olives, for He Who made kittens
put snakes in the grass, now brace your heel
for a good stomping, remember good men,
and good women, persevere, endure,
& gain strength in prayer. O if only, breathd
Midway, I had any, his legs spindly,
fear racing thru him like electric current,
guts a twist. Make sure the badge is straight,
right breast, a rabbit quickly dips its head
& chews the green it bit, off to the left,
sun high, 'round 80°, w sumer iccumin
in, & luhde sing cuckoo
& springeth the woode nu
or somesuch Pound's Goddamn
the stupidest thing he ever wrote, to right
Osborne, intersecting Claremont, crosses
everywhere, telephone poles, crucifixes,
crossings, Our Dear Lord dangling at his breast
tapping his heart, that Goodly Fere they hangd
upon the tree, to thoughts of Blatty,
another Billy, fallen to his knees
in tears to see w his own eyes remains
of Peter, how the vision came to him
for Dimiter, wich Midway hath not grokt
& must go thru again, now thru the door
he turns the handle w the left hand,
& first things first: to his immediate left
the water ! O Water of life, he takes in hand
and lifts it gently from the skiddish table
dressd for Cinco de Mayo, girlish boots,
sombrero, on soft browns & aquamarime
or turqoise papery covering the scuffd woode,
yesterday's water at half-level, he grips
the plexiglass beveridge dispenser w spigot
& says his shy helloes to med-tech, business
office manager & personal care assistant,
furtive, his eyes avoid their sacred beauty,
scans faux plants & posted regulations,
last months Easter bunnies & piano,
all the while in his head the secret question,
Will it be fire or ice, as askd the poet
whose lines of stonemade fences & swung birches
frilled the waysides of his slim green brain
along w Robinson's sheaves & Tennyson's
bardic yawping: things like spate spring up:
a young man in the Idyls, whatsisname,
his mother mourning early for his glorious
bud's demeeez, as Bob Shaw's Quint explains
in that seafaring epic Spielberg made
that made him many millions, for remember
God's alive inside a movie (Reid)
& speaks & sings & laughs, to you, mon frere,
to you & only you, so don't be bashful.
I lookd into the eyes of my teachers, all
young & beautifully blueeyed, soldiers
warring in deserts uncandied w lean bronzd
legs & bellies of shaded tattooed virgins
drest in my off-white hippie poet's shirt
hips at a feminine angle on the couch,
I watchd a film° & learnd, & woke hrs later
face down, confused, a pain in my right side.
I'd fallen, it seemd, tumbled, as if down stairs—
? Hitchcock Steps, Georgetown D.C.
Blatty & Friedkin's film had playd nightly.
at last, feeling entrapt, I broke the disc—
Subdermal hematoma, read
the paperwork I clutchd awaiting discharge,
not myself, in ego-loss, wristband to tell
my name loose on my girlish wrist,
purple & red blood raised to the skin's surface,
spredd° like a sea, escaped from proper vessels,
below the waistline, 'round the back & belly;
but I was glad for the wound & for the pain
wich wasn't insufferable, my life too safe,
too sound, too pink w health & too secure;
for I was to be as my Lord & welcome pain,
thus grateful: dazzled infant in a gown,
a baby spoilt, coddld & overloved,
sick in the head & stupid, stubbld, red
w razor burn, my vapid eyes scanning
the Windexd glass for whom? For where was I?
& why? & who? Later my father laughd:
whan askd my name I answerd, William.
& last name? askd the nurse. Shatner, I sd.


Late 5.2014

° Jarhead
° spelld this way by Robert Bridges